Remember a couple of years ago when I gave you my body?
You know, that time when you felt so close.
I remember, I did tell you that I want you to use my body for your glory.
Father, I lied.
I just can't do it.
It's just not in me.
I fail so often that I even sometimes doubt if I am a Christian.
Wheres the love, faith, hope?
Life has hard questions and people need more than just a helping hand.
They need a change of heart.
But first, I am the one who needs a changed heart.
This time, I will not just jump in.
I will wait on you to lead me.
